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caity is away at the moment, she left last week to go to europe. first london, then paris and today shes flying to spain to see her dad. despite speaking to her every day, and hearing every detail of her trip, i miss her more than words can express. ive been out with friends, and while its nice to have company i feel somewhat like a social retard when shes not around, i kind of sit there, floating in and out of conversation, staring into space. we do everything together, i cant imagine how i would have survived in melbourne without her. shes home sunday. i cannot wait.
on the weekend, temperatures were the highest recorded in melbourne ever. and i mean ever. in the cbd it was 46.7degrees celsius. many people have read/seen/heard the news about the bushfires. i have never heard a story so close to home that has broken my heart so much. over 750 houses have been burnt entirely to the ground, the deathtoll is currently sitting at over 130, expected to almost double by morning, towns have been completely wiped out, are gone from the map, nothing but a pile of ashes. the fact that they suspect arson for a whole bunch of these fires makes me fucking sick, how fucked up would you have to be to do such a thing, k rudd was recently quoted as calling the arsonists mass murderers, and i fully back that statement, they should rot in jail for what they have done, the suffering they have caused others. fuck, i cant even begin to imagine how hard it would be for the people of those communities. my heart goes out to anyone who has experienced any loss due to this tragedy.
in other news, have been painting a lot lately, its been really fucking relaxing, and time consuming. my cat keeps getting attacked by the stupid dog, i hate it. i think i am finding a house with my friend liz when my lease runs up, shes moving down from wollongong. i miss my mum. i am so over my job. im starting to put together a portfolio to possibly maybe try and get an apprenticeship but im a scaredy cat, liz says she will push me into shops if she has to. my phone is a piece of shit, i need a new one. i turn 21 in a few weeks and im scared to finally be an “adult”. red wine is a delicious friend to have.
i need this in my life right now: eyehategod, mogwai, cult of luna, electric wizard, iron monkey, neurosis, crime in stereo, coldplay, sufjan stevens, bright eyes, brand new, sinking ships, morrissey, sigur ros, bloc party, mew
tomorrow i plan to get ridiculously high, lay in bed and listen to the first five bands. i forsee an astral journey of epic proportions. i should stop smoking but my brain likes it too much.
night
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